rain

Sometime I cry like everybody else. I cried like tonight’s raindrops from the sky. I needed it to release my emotions, which have been suppressed deep down within me. When things get crazy, we forget talking to ourselves. Since I have been working, running around, and throwing myself into the bed at the end of the day, I did not have a time to be in touch with myself. Well, I think that I have to clarify thins in my life again, as my innocence is trying to tell me that what I am doing is something wrong. My innocence is feeling such pain, because of me. I amy take some works, even though I don't feel happy, but because of my money, my ego or wrong reasons. Out of fear for unknown, I may hold onto things that bring me a sense of secure. Out of fear for being disliked, I may say yes when I need to say No. In order to let new winds come in, I may have to leave out some places, some people, some jobs, or some of my old habits. I don't know exactly what they are. The good part of this story is that at least I heard and watered myself. Actually, I like tonight and tonight's rain.