life is too short!

More than 15 thousands people died in China. Anything can happen in life. Tomorrow might not come. Life is completely unpredictable like the weather in NYC. Then, why am I so worried about my future, which doesn’t really exist? Why am I worried about how others see me? Why am I worried about so many small things in life? I just want to stop thinking. I just want to stop being serious. I just want to stop judging others and myself. I just want to stop analyzing or observing situations. I just want to stop reading self help books. I just want to stop reading people’s mind. I just want to stop being too nice. I just want to stop pretending. Why is it so hard to be myself? Why is it so hard to open myself? Life is already too much, so then I don’t want to add anything up any more. I want to dance with myself freely. I just want to be free from all the chains and strings tied up with my heart. Life is indeed too short to be serious about. From now on, I will smile at whatever comes across in life. Yes, it is miracle that I have been alive till now. I am not alone. Here, I have my best friend next to me, that is, myself who was always there and will be there forever. So let’s drop all that made me suffer and we shall dance!?